I know it is ironic.
After having a weekend of celebrations of LIFE, – attending a god daughter’s birthday-costume party, a baptism for another god son and a homecoming of a friend, after visiting another friend in a hospital after her delivery which was bringing LIFE literally, I suddenly felt gloomy. Allow me to emphasize that it’s not related to those events that we attended, but it was basically me. Whenever life’s hassles come on to me and hit my senses, it can suddenly change my mood from simple bliss to mushy depression.
Who in the whole wide world doesn’t have any problem ? It’s a part of LIFE, i know. It comes and goes. And part of LIVING is to know how to face life’s trials, to learn how to find solutions to those challenges. But it is also human nature to feel depressed, anxious, dysphoric sometimes.
And so i dwell in the state of dysphoria today. Perhaps after a nap, or a little prayer, i’ll feel everything’s better again.