It’s a season to be happy and I’m not. I’m not content with my life. I understand that happiness should come from within and I know there are people who live their lives more miserable than I am but like them, I also get depressed, annoyed, frustrated. All of these perhaps comes from my lack of patience with everything and my desperation to become financially stable.
Most people who do not personally know me might perceive that I am tougher than any person who can stand a bad weather. But I’m not. I’m so weak within. I can’t handle uncertainties.
All I can do now instead of being suicidal is to hold on to my FAITH and ask for STRENGTH from HIM.